NSFWSince November the amounts of times I've wanted to kill myself and had the thoughts of it has been increasing. I find my myself having daily battles with myself.... a strong part of me wants to die usually the other side of me listens but recently they've become stronger too leaving me conflicted. I always wonder whats more to living? Before i ( Read more... )

Long time no see ... again ( Read more... )

Yesterday i found my ex crushes/good friend's number and saved it for once, but i've been too cowardly to message him but i probably will tomorrow ( Read more... )

Hello my only friend ( Read more... )

最後にブログを更新した時は2年前ぐらいね。昨年日本語のGCSEして、日本人たちと友達なりましたのおかげで私の日本語本当にかいぜんした。でも、今から英語で書くよ~~~

As i mentioned earlier its been two years since i last posted and i plan to post more often as I'm a women of many words with very little people to tell.

Now I'm 18.

To think even now, 2 months past my birthday, I'm still shocked that I've made it to the world of ( Read more... )

Today was fun , the most fun i've had in a LONG time .....

As a treat for good attendance i got the chance to go thorpe park this year will be quite memorable as Natsume didn't know that she was coming but thanks to some persuasion and team work we got her to come and found some clothes for her to wear. (Some clothes for her?! we wear uniform here ( Read more... )

Can't be asked to RANT MY HEAD OFF today ....

So School is going badly for me >_<

On a positive note i started downloading my favourite french songs and started liking some other ones especially ones called Je suis Malade by Lara Fabian ,S.O.S - Indila and I believe in you by Celine dion ft Il divo ...

luckily someones Translated this so i didn't need ( Read more... )